Short Rant

I haven't had time to blog in Lord only knows how long! Not that I really have a lot of time right now, but I just have to put this in... I am totally ready to punch someone in the nostrils over the total lack of equal treatment! WTF....I seriously think that if my husband was making tons of money I would probably just walk today..... On the flip side I got little dude's blog all caught up, and that is exciting. It is not my best work, that's for sure, BUT I hope that is shows off our little miracle to the extended family. ♥ all....

Jamie got married in Japan!

such a beautiful bride she was!!!!

Jamie has a TON more pics too...I don't want to post all her good ones! I really wish we could have gone, but I was just too far along in the pregnancy. Her next ceremony will be in Italy (can't wait for those pics...) and then finally in Feb. she will be getting married here! In FL! Our little dude will be the ring bearer...so EXCITED! Love her....

Here are some of my fave wedding photos...I only thought it appropriate since my next post would be totally about my sisters wedding :)

These are just some of the ones with every one getting ready and stuff... here are a few more of those....
OH, so what I didn't realize is that all these photos (which take forever to load!) would come out like backwards and stuff...and the thumbs are so tiny that I am probably not even choosing my favs...but that's ok. You get the idea :)
Also they are in no apparent order and are actually just some shots from the whole thing. At the end of everything we have more then 2000pics! Holy beans! So if you are interested in seeing more...let me know, but I will not be posting them all to the blog.

Catching things up, and becoming a better blogger.....

I realised something during my many month hiatus from my blog...I MISSED IT! I actually feel bad though, because some of what I missed were the parts that I wish I didn't have random compulsions for... Feeling the need to "Rant" online is something that I have some to accept 2 things about...1) I think it is way LAME, and 2) I am a loser who thouroughly feels the need to do it! So my friends...if you get annoyed by the occasional rant, you may not want to read my posts! At the end of the day if it makes me feel better though...I am all about it. More people should resort to angerly typing instead of violence and road rage! :)

Here we go for some of the catching up I previously spoke of....






My name has officially changed. That's right folks, I went and did. I married the love of my life, and all cornyness aside, our wedding so totally rocked. ♥

We have been super busy!
We are now officailly setting up the real house. Definite perk is that it is only ours and doesn't have so much of that whole frat boy vibe, but I am totally already missing our roomate...Duder moved :(


Here is a pic of me with all my boys....I will miss having them all in the same place so much!



If you think I look, well, very fat it is because I am! We found out that we were expecting back in November...so there is the official baby bump pic with all my boys! Uncle Duder better come back to meet little man...



Oh yeah, in other awesome news, my baby sister is getting married soon! I really wish that I could be there...:( But I am too fat to travel when she is tying the knot...that silly goose setting up shop in Japan for a while, so I guess the American side of the family will just have to miss her like crazy...


I just wanted to really focus on that today... I am sure that there will be many more updates to come, as soon as I get around to them....

Sun Peekin Through the Thick Clouds

You really know that you are in love when you get that feeling of bright, fresh smelling sun peeking through the clouds to warm your skin to the perfect temperature. Not when you feel butterflies in your stomach ( I don't care how attractive the dude is, that's just nerves), or when you "feel like you are floating" (what doped up hopeless romantic douchbag came up with that comparison?), or a tingling sensation that goes from your head to your toes (you hope that he can give you that feeling, but not ALL the time..ouch...chafage...)Nope! None of that crap! Its more of a cold beer at a football game, or smelling his salty hair on your shoulder while watching the last of a perfect set roll in just in front of a spectacular sunset, or even sunny blades of grass between your toes. It's being able to accept life's little moments of perfection and soak them up amidst the chaos.
So.....soak them up my friends.....

A halted Rush

Sometimes you see that everything around you has come to a halt, and other times you don't notice that things have stopped until you realize that you are now in motion again...

My mind and my time are wasting away, pieces of me seem to be disappearing, everyday.
My words are short, my temper shorter, surrounded now by chaos and disorder.
Falling, stalling. close to bawling I find my self striving.....but only to find a purpose.
Its funny how, when you have so little to do, that one can feel so worthless...

Keep it Cute or Keep it Mute...I JUST CAN'T

Time for a rant...Warning!!!!! If you get upset by hearing people bitch about stupid stuff, seriously don't even read this!!!!!!

So me and a certain company that will remain nameless are officaily having an issue! MOSTLY its their fault and a little bit mine too. So I had a bill due...I thought on the 19th...well it was due on the 14th, that part was my bad...the rest though is totally grinding my gears! I had a good reason for thinking the 19th...I needed to deposit an additional 100 dollars by the 19th. Well apparently by the 19th means that me calling to pay everything today at 3 (on the 19th) was too late...Way too late! The deposit was due on or before the 18th...meaning that as of today it more than tripled how much was owed (because it got tacked on and then taxed as late)...so now I am really aggro...my actual Bill is not even due until 2 weeks from today, and my power may have gotten shut off today! I don't know this yet, it was on in the morning when i left....if my fishies died over this I can not even tell you how upset I will be!!!!!!!! GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
Can't things just work out!? I mean really??? Since when does a deposit become a charge? How is this really not an option! WTF man...

I am so downin now!Bad day all around!!!!!! AGH!